Tuesday, March 29, 2005
im really shaky right now and i feel sick to my stomach :\ i think i had too much diet coke today.. My mom is coming home soon. She wants to go get mexican food. yummm.. im so hungry. AHHHHHHH.. what...
View ArticleTuesday, March 29, 2005
okay well once my mom got home she made hashbrowns and eggs for me because i told her i didnt feel well. I felt bad.. but danng eating that made me feel sooo much better.. i was getting so sick. okay...
View ArticleTuesday, March 29, 2005
cw:137i thinki will forever be stuck here. I can never get under 135 EVERRR,. goodness..Well i already ruined my fast. I had pancakes.. My madre made them drenched in syrup.. :\ that right there is...
View ArticleTuesday, March 29, 2005
i binged..blah. I feel soo sick.tomorrow tomorrow tomorrowthats all i ever sayi feel so fat, i feel like crying and dying, and useless and stupid. I feel like a nobody, a nothing...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
cw: 137 ishi really want a new weigher thing. Ummm anywho i feel even more sick today. Whyyy wont this go away??! But I hope my fast goes good today. Now when you're on a fast is it okay to have neg...
View ArticleThursday, March 31, 2005
I feel so fat. Everyday i feel like im getting more and more sick. And everyday i eat more and more. I'm so afriad to step on the scale. AHH.. so afriad. Do any of you guys have aim like who is...
View ArticleThursday, March 31, 2005
i have been eating sooo much lately. I dont know what to do anymore. What do i do? I need to get out of the house. Get away or something... i dont know..
View ArticleThursday, March 31, 2005
i binged like there is no tomorrow..i tried working out i almost passed out because im so sick. so i feel like a fat lard sitting on the couch and i cant do anything about it.
View ArticleFriday, April 01, 2005
im going to try really hard today to stay away from food. I know i can do it. Food is just an object. Something that i can overcome.
View ArticleClik here to view.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
i am back yet again. I keep coming back. This will never end. This battle with food, nobody ever understands..... <br>i was down to 130.2 (for me that is the lowest) then, i dont know what...
View Article
